sigh sigh sigh.
i failed my maths,while everyone is getting perfect scores.
am i that stupid?AM I THAT STUPID?
those simple formulas i knew at the back of my hand;how could i still fail?
careless mistakes were abundant.
those important marks.

miss chong had a talk with me.i bit my lip to stop the tears but they just flowed.disspointment i guess.

disspointment
sadness.

i ask myself.why cant i do simple stuff.i know i have at least some intellectual capacity in my brain to help me solve those sums.
why do i always blank out at the sight of the questions?
is it god's punishment.
if it is.hes doing it pretty well.
gods like a kid with a big magnifying glass and im like the ant being burnt under him

guess what?
im burnt all right.burnt to crust.or as u people would say CHAO DA
now i dont know how to tell my mum my results.shes gonna be dissapointed all right.she got me a tutor.and me on the other hand,STILL FAILED.

im a perfectionist.i dont fail things.i do things in ways i deem perfect.i get whatever i want.
and i have a big INFERIORITY COMPLEX.
its bad i know.i feel inferior to all my friends.

only michelle will understand i guess.

oh yes.the people who set papers are losers
SCIENCE TEST
i never expected it to be so weird.
normally it will be like
sodium+sulphuric acid=sodium sulpahte.
never did i expect to be given a whole chunk of weird questions.


FUCK IT.